retarded

So out of anger I go to delete Aaron from my friends on facebook thinking it would make me feel better ha so i imediately friend request back ha he rejected me lol whatever ha I'm leaving saturday for college and hopefully don't have to think about him anymore...so maybe it's a good thing he didn't add me I don't know.

But yes I leave for college saturaday and to be honest I really can't wait my life here is kind of falling apart all my really close friends don't live near me and I'm ready to get away from certain people in my house it seems like these two days can't go fast enough.

Summer has been pretty fun though its kinda weird that it's ending I feel like I should be going back to high school its wiggin me out like for reall..

motto of the day:

you can't take me I'm free

peace ky

kick off

Well summer is definetly in full swing at work i was the only one who new how to screen print so i screen printed the front and back of 27 shirts it was longgggg..

Saturday our high school group iis leaving to go to fun n' the son in south padre island texas for a week it should be fun I'm excited...

I find myself becoming more and more bitter and falling away from myself.....I'm trying to get back to myself which I think this trip will help me with..

when we get back from that I have another trip with our jr. high and then i come back and I'm gone for college...

I finally found out my roommates name Chrystal Ortego sounds cool my friends are trying to guess her race which is quite entertaining.....I'm just really hoping we get along since we are going to be living together....well it would be nice if she would write back to my email but we will see..

motto of the day

its all in gods hands

peace ky

battle of the sexes

Well  Aaron is finally gone last time we hung out was actually good but I'm happy I don't have to deal wit him again.. now I'm just waiting for the senior high trip to start next saturday..

It has come to my attention that there is an ongoing battle between boys and gurls about who should take the blame...this is my look on it both sides have their problems and it should be equal and an understanding but there never is..

one of my friends had to bring up adam and eve and they started going at it and im sitting there thinking first ignorant people secondly they forgot an important part of the curse..after the apple was eaten God cursed women with always Having to please the man so of course when they spend a relationship trying to do that and it doesn't work out they are going to want to blame someone....and when A gurl actually admits  that they were in the wrong the boy usually blows it out of proportion which makes girls never want to admit things....and lastly guys if its not true then you shouldn't care cause its a lie right? and the polite thing for a guy to do or what a gentleman would do is take the blame or humiliation from the gurl...people make mistakes when are both sexes going to realize that lol....

finally there is ultimately one person out there for each of us and they will both meet your expectations and not....and yes guys believe it or not you will bend over backwards for that girl..

motto of the day:

i may be worn out but i'm going all in

peace ky