So Aaron is back in the picture but its a lil different this time around. I went to football practice a few days ago and this is the first time hes seen me since school and so I dunno what it was but that afternoon he text me saying we gotta hangout...well he leaves for cali on thursday for a month by the time hes back I will be gone for college.
The difference this time around is that my emotions aren't involved I really see that this is how we are going to be and we are to afraid to take that next step with a relationship....then I got frens saying y? are u talking to him again and another group saying if anyone you would be good for him......why is everything always so complicated with this guy lol whatever I'm letting life roll.
motto of the day:
get ur head out the clouds and see the reality of a situation
peace ky
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
excitment
so tomorrow starts the last week of kids camp which is exciting. It has been fun the kids are awesome.
jacolby is coming back from Jamiaca this week...oh so i realized i havent put a pic of him up yet so yall know who he is... thats him
aaron is out of the picture he's so immature at leaast jacolby keeps everything very real. lol he is persistent I will give him that. But with this one I refuse to give in emotionally thats for the best I think.
Because of college friends that i have lost touch wit are coming back together its awesome..I'm so excited to start college and leave this all behind finally.
peace ky
aaron is out of the picture he's so immature at leaast jacolby keeps everything very real. lol he is persistent I will give him that. But with this one I refuse to give in emotionally thats for the best I think.
Because of college friends that i have lost touch wit are coming back together its awesome..I'm so excited to start college and leave this all behind finally.
peace ky
Friday, June 18, 2010
blehh
so i havent posted in a while life has been i lil crazy with kid kamp happening n me teaching three dance classes..
its funn though my two older classes are making up their own routines n they aare going pretty well..
boy update i brought jacolby to my ppl for the first time that was interesting. he had fun though and thats all that counts..i finally stood up to him and said I didn't want to do something which im proud of myself for cause i shouldn't feel guilty for doing it lol he wasnt very happy but he can get another gurl probably..so whatever...other than that it was really good to see him he does make me laugh.
well motto of the day:
the first shall b last
peace ky
its funn though my two older classes are making up their own routines n they aare going pretty well..
boy update i brought jacolby to my ppl for the first time that was interesting. he had fun though and thats all that counts..i finally stood up to him and said I didn't want to do something which im proud of myself for cause i shouldn't feel guilty for doing it lol he wasnt very happy but he can get another gurl probably..so whatever...other than that it was really good to see him he does make me laugh.
well motto of the day:
the first shall b last
peace ky
Friday, June 11, 2010
almost there
so i just got back from orientation yesterday night...it was ...lonnnng. I'm seriously sad now that I didn't pursue doing sports in college I'm going to miss it. My DG leader was ballin' his name was leonard and he was just crazzy. When I finally got to meet the athletes is when I really became myself. I am just now ready for college summer really needs to end I'm excited.
I'm back to work kids camp this week and that is exciting but exhausting at the same time. counselor training today booo. lol
I miss jacolby he needs to come back into my life haha I'm just messing he never left we just haven't been able to hang because we are so busy we keep missing each other. he broke the state record in the 4x1 last weekend he's balling. but I MISS HIM!!!!
well thats about it
motto of the day:
DG number 13 my life up
peace ky
I'm back to work kids camp this week and that is exciting but exhausting at the same time. counselor training today booo. lol
I miss jacolby he needs to come back into my life haha I'm just messing he never left we just haven't been able to hang because we are so busy we keep missing each other. he broke the state record in the 4x1 last weekend he's balling. but I MISS HIM!!!!
well thats about it
motto of the day:
DG number 13 my life up
peace ky
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Summer
Well summer has definetly started first week was last week on wednesday we had a meeting with another churchs leader staff and basically told our whole life stories...it was a different experience to say hi my name is kylie let me tell you my life story kinda thing...but at the same time it was great.
so the youth have already finished their first event this summer and that was the dinner theater they performed two nights..i made the dance for it and played in the band so that was fun..
30 hour famine is underway it starts on friday morning the youth is fasting for 30 hours to raise money for starving kids...we are ending it at a lakehouse to finish the weekend it should be fun they do service projects throughout it.
on top of that i'm trying to avoid those freshman 15 so far i have only gained a pound and a half which is cool but that is as far as it needs to go.
I'm pretty fed up with how the whole society is anti-single life..it's like if your single its a bad thing...there is nothing wrong with being single you should be able to enjoy it not dread it and then just strive to be in a relationship and date the totally wrong guy..
there is also a trend now-a-days with cheating both ways girls and guys it's retarded i have been cheated on i know how it feels and i would never want to do that to a person i care about...but people today have turned into this well he did it to me so im getting even....or they take the experience and it messes them up and they don't know how to handle being in relationships anymore....why can't there just be a good guy out there..
motto of the day:
So you've pulled away from the love that wou'd've been there, You start believin' that your situation's unfair
so the youth have already finished their first event this summer and that was the dinner theater they performed two nights..i made the dance for it and played in the band so that was fun..
30 hour famine is underway it starts on friday morning the youth is fasting for 30 hours to raise money for starving kids...we are ending it at a lakehouse to finish the weekend it should be fun they do service projects throughout it.
on top of that i'm trying to avoid those freshman 15 so far i have only gained a pound and a half which is cool but that is as far as it needs to go.
I'm pretty fed up with how the whole society is anti-single life..it's like if your single its a bad thing...there is nothing wrong with being single you should be able to enjoy it not dread it and then just strive to be in a relationship and date the totally wrong guy..
there is also a trend now-a-days with cheating both ways girls and guys it's retarded i have been cheated on i know how it feels and i would never want to do that to a person i care about...but people today have turned into this well he did it to me so im getting even....or they take the experience and it messes them up and they don't know how to handle being in relationships anymore....why can't there just be a good guy out there..
motto of the day:
So you've pulled away from the love that wou'd've been there, You start believin' that your situation's unfair
But there's always scars, When you fall back far
peace ky
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