about to lose it

I can't even get into enjoying the no strings attached relationship I have with Jacolby because of Aaron

why do things always come together too late I hate it.

Jacolby surprisingly says he only wants to hook up with me... I think its bull I refuse to believe it. Plus every time I'm with him I just think of Aaron

hahaha this boy has got me hooked college needs to come faster

I also am just annoyed I feel trapped in my life right now stuck doing the same routine....I'm about to explode it's so frustrating.
I'm waiting for my life to begin and I'm stuck in a freaking rut right now..

I'm so ready to be away from home for a little while. And start over really I don't have to fight old demons and can just relax..

Well God has a plan and I have rebelled out now for a little while and i need to stop before I am hurt again...funny thing I never seem to learn my lesson the first time or second time with this lesson.

well I'm just rambling now.....if any of ya'll have had this feeling and read this feel free to write ur experiences.

no motto of the day today

peace ky