screw up

so I started today pretty bad so far...

This is my friend aaron and I seriously messed up by accusing him of well.....basically he's the guy from the blog below. So you can guess from there. Well he didn't take it that well obviously, but the problem is I believe him because he was legitly mad.

I feel like I screwed over myself and could be pushing away a guy that actually likes me. I basically dug my own grave. I was scared of him a little because its scary to have a guy who is telling you all the same stuff that a player smoothed you over with. I told him that he just got mad and said to not take guys from my past and accuse him of the same actions, which is true.

Here is one of the things you fellow bloggers should know I am the kind of person that when I get into a fight with a friend it really rips me apart inside because i care a lot about him. So the fact that he is giving me the silent treatment right now is KILLING me!!

So through this whole ordeal so far I have realized number one that yeah it is a possibility that I like aaron and second that I'm finding ways to push him away, so I don't have to commit emotionally. So how do I tell him that? I have ticked him off enough already. well I'm going to wait till tonight if he hasn't texted me back I will call him, hopefully thats a good idea.

Bottom line I can be really retarded. Does anybody have advice??

quote for today...

That wolf might cry wolf, but you still have to see that wolf's teeth.

peace ky