to my followers:: PRAYER REQUEST

So i wok wit the ULL football team i have already mentioned that.

We got a new head coach its kind of hecktic this spring i have the running backs i love my lil midget squad.....like my best guy fren up here is a running back and he tore his Acl he got nerve damage and as a result can not move his foot up or down he also can not feel it... so followers if you read this I'm asking u to keep him in ur prayers i believe in the power of prayer it works wonders....

it Depresses me to see him sumtimes now because they told him he has 8 months to see improvement if nuthn happens it probably won't come back... I wish ya'll could see him play he is a joy to watch on the field he is one of those players that u can tell is n love wit what he does..

google him kevis streeter

peace ky

wow long time no talk

Wow its been a while since i have been to my blog alot has happened...I'm in college now and loving it.

I work with the football team and my boys are the defensive backs I love them and always will..

i have come to notice that life in college is completely different everything you knew is gone and you have to start completely from scratch...relationship wise and friend wise. The guys on the football team seem to really like me, and my fellow co workers hate that. They make jokes about how I only talk to black people...Doesnt bother me not like i haven't heard that one before.

well i Kinda am in a friend benefit thing with one of the running backs but you find really quick that a feeling a being used can come on pretty quickly in college..so that is getting pretty old...but if it came down to it i know that he would be there for me...However there is another guy one of my DBs first time I have ever felt like this guy is someone to good for me to date which scares me...we hangout alot i guess you could say and its nice....yea I like him alot but I'm just trying to go with the flow and b myself.

other guys try to get my attention but I'm just not that interested... Oh and its also weird to me that all the guys think of sex when they see me....so word of advice don't be a mentor to college guys and their sex life cause thats how they will see u.

motto of the day:

life is a beach i'm just playing in the sand

peace ky

retarded

So out of anger I go to delete Aaron from my friends on facebook thinking it would make me feel better ha so i imediately friend request back ha he rejected me lol whatever ha I'm leaving saturday for college and hopefully don't have to think about him anymore...so maybe it's a good thing he didn't add me I don't know.

But yes I leave for college saturaday and to be honest I really can't wait my life here is kind of falling apart all my really close friends don't live near me and I'm ready to get away from certain people in my house it seems like these two days can't go fast enough.

Summer has been pretty fun though its kinda weird that it's ending I feel like I should be going back to high school its wiggin me out like for reall..

motto of the day:

you can't take me I'm free

peace ky

kick off

Well summer is definetly in full swing at work i was the only one who new how to screen print so i screen printed the front and back of 27 shirts it was longgggg..

Saturday our high school group iis leaving to go to fun n' the son in south padre island texas for a week it should be fun I'm excited...

I find myself becoming more and more bitter and falling away from myself.....I'm trying to get back to myself which I think this trip will help me with..

when we get back from that I have another trip with our jr. high and then i come back and I'm gone for college...

I finally found out my roommates name Chrystal Ortego sounds cool my friends are trying to guess her race which is quite entertaining.....I'm just really hoping we get along since we are going to be living together....well it would be nice if she would write back to my email but we will see..

motto of the day

its all in gods hands

peace ky

battle of the sexes

Well  Aaron is finally gone last time we hung out was actually good but I'm happy I don't have to deal wit him again.. now I'm just waiting for the senior high trip to start next saturday..

It has come to my attention that there is an ongoing battle between boys and gurls about who should take the blame...this is my look on it both sides have their problems and it should be equal and an understanding but there never is..

one of my friends had to bring up adam and eve and they started going at it and im sitting there thinking first ignorant people secondly they forgot an important part of the curse..after the apple was eaten God cursed women with always Having to please the man so of course when they spend a relationship trying to do that and it doesn't work out they are going to want to blame someone....and when A gurl actually admits  that they were in the wrong the boy usually blows it out of proportion which makes girls never want to admit things....and lastly guys if its not true then you shouldn't care cause its a lie right? and the polite thing for a guy to do or what a gentleman would do is take the blame or humiliation from the gurl...people make mistakes when are both sexes going to realize that lol....

finally there is ultimately one person out there for each of us and they will both meet your expectations and not....and yes guys believe it or not you will bend over backwards for that girl..

motto of the day:

i may be worn out but i'm going all in

peace ky

the second time around

So Aaron is back in the picture but its a lil different this time around. I went to football practice a few days ago and this is the first time hes seen me since school and so I dunno what it was but that afternoon he text me saying we gotta hangout...well he leaves for cali on thursday for a month by the time hes back I will be gone for college.


The difference this time around is that my emotions aren't involved I really see that this is how we are going to be and we are to afraid to take that next step with a relationship....then I got frens saying y? are u talking to him again and another group saying if anyone you would be good for him......why is everything always so complicated with this guy lol whatever I'm letting life roll.


motto of the day:

get ur head out the clouds and see the reality of a situation


peace ky

excitment

so tomorrow starts the last week of kids camp which is exciting. It has been fun the kids are awesome.

jacolby is coming back from Jamiaca this week...oh so i realized i havent put a pic of him up yet so yall know who he is... thats him


aaron is out of the picture he's so immature at leaast jacolby keeps everything very real. lol he is persistent I will give him that. But with this one I refuse to give in emotionally thats for the best I think.


Because of college friends that i have lost touch wit are coming back together its awesome..I'm so excited to start college and leave this all behind finally.

peace ky